I don't seem to update this blog as much as I would usually, but I guess that this is because of my cut off from contact from the world once I've finished work. I seem to be OK at work then again I am good at putting on a good front if I need to but once work is finished I seem to shut away from everyone else and that's including nights out and socialising with friends.
Who knows what is going off in my head because even I still don't know that yet. I've pretty much decided that for the sake of things I think I need a new start, something that could sort me out. Work life though should be good but appears to have slid downhill for some reason along with pretty much everything else. Appears that I have gone off course and taken a wrong route somewhere down the motorway.
So to get my plans started I've had to arrange to disconnect the services like phone and stuff that I'm in contract with so that I can pay them all off and be financially clear ready in time. In regards to a job it maybe more difficult to find a job whilst here so it might be a case of leaving my current one and finding one elsewhere. I shall see how that pans out.
It sounds like my mind is pretty much made up now and I don't think anything could possibly change that. John shall be staying here in Sheffield which will make things a long distance relationship, good change, bad change we will have to be seen. It will surely add a strain but to what extent I don't know.
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