Christmas is coming

It's been 2 months almost since I last updated so I thought I would get an update in here, I've become lazy again in updating this thing. That might be because I've not a great deal to tell seems there is not much nor anything exciting going off in my life at the moment

One hopes that 2010 will see a new lease of life for me where my life might possibly take a new direction. I've been thinking for a while now on things I want to achieve in myself, my personal life and my work life all that could do with spicing up a little bit

One change (personal) that is happening or should be happening on the 17Th of December providing my loan comes through is for some cosmetic surgery, Cosmetic sounds drastic but actually I have had a consultation for some smart lipo, slim as I am and continue to be told I'm stupid in planning on it, it has become more of something I need to do to boost my confidence, with that problem men have with stomach fat, whilst I am a confident person there are always things we like to change to make ourselves feel better and this is one of them. There are 2 forms of lipo, the one where they stuck all the fat out lol and the smart one which means I can return in normal life the same day. Drastic as it sounds as I said I'll feel better about myself upon doing it, again providing my loan comes through.

Other personal stuff, well single life is still here for me as the ever long 2 years of single life catches up with me. I'm sure 2010 will be the time for love on the cards for me

Work life, though work is going good and continues to be strong and I continue to deliver some good satisfying results within my management role I continue to question myself in this field of work. A few years ago if someone asked me what I wanted to do I would say management but now that I've been in this role for a year and a half here I am asking myself is this really the job for me? So work is something that I will be thinking over and reviewing as I head into 2010 but not before my holiday at least. Cuba is booked and paid for in Feb of next year with 2 weeks all inclusive sun, sea and relaxing. Maybe after then I can review my work situation and if it is what I want to do or do I want something else that is more achieving and rewarding in life.

Friendship wise I need to really starting building my friendships back up, after the fall out of a good close friend who I spent most of my time with a big hole was left in my social life especially as I choose to keep a small circle of friends. Not only was that one friend Russel out of my life but Patrick also left my life so another good friend gone. I guess friends do come and go but remember back in Jan this year I tragically lost a friend when he died when he was hit by a train. So in real terms that's 3 friends I have lost this year. I've still got a few good close friends but I need to really start adding a few more because my social life is nothing to what it was at the first end of 2009 to how it currently is now

But all in all other than that I'm good. That's all for now