A few texts were exchanged the other day between me and ex, mainly around the cheating I had accused him off but also a few texts around how he wants to be a friend yet he cancels on me to meet someone else. I said that I do want to be friends, even though the other day after what had happened I said I didn't but something just still does not seem right. I'm still finding him make no single effort to be any kind of friend, ya know no checking in with me to see how I am, which again starts to make me come to realise that actually I don't think he is bothered in the slightest. I'm still not buying his current story about the real reason we broke up around feelings for his ex and only the other day he said he did still love me and have a lot of feelings for it but I get a sneaky feeling he is either getting to know someone else or seeing someone else. Must be a hard life to have apparent feelings for 2 people yet getting to know a 3rd. How does one cope with that? I don't think I could, so again points to lies really. I'm telling ya something just makes no sense. I text the other day to him saying that I'm not bothered if he is sleeping with someone, I mean after all that is expected and we are both single but I also mentioned that I would be bothered if so soon after we broke up he started seeing someone else as this defeats the whole object to why we broke up. I will keep you posted on what I know
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