After a talk this morning about last night the relationship ended after what would have been 2 months today. We did not have a great deal of time to speak as I had to go to work today doing overtime and John wanted a decision there and then so without much time to think about it I had to give one so I did. Wrong or Right choice I don't know but the choice were made. I'm quite upset and felt that way at work too as I believed this could have been a relationship that worked but I guess I were wrong. I suppose it's the little things that always make the bigger impacts on a relationship and in the 2 months we have been together we have been through quite a lot. I kinda feel like I don't have the strength to battle it any more. I've had past relationships where I have battled to save what happened to be doomed in the end. John lives here and can continue to do so and I'm sure we can remain friends. I've not seen him since been back from work but from what I know he has been at the pub all day and its 8pm now and still there, but if that's the best way for him to deal with it then so be it. For me it's just a case of living with it and time is a healer the way I look at things in life.
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