I think changes are on the horizen now. I'm almost 2 weeks into not smoking, which over the last few days got a little difficult but I'm ok now. I've smoked the herbel cigs to help and my patches run out soon so that will be it then I'm gonna try without them. I've also dramatically cut back my drugs over the last few months and I've even stopped biting my nails, a habit I've got for around 20 years, wow. So I'm kicking 3 bad habits at the same time.
In myself as well I think I'm slowly starting to get back on track and I'm now on the track to getting my lifestyle to back how it was a few years ago before the drugs and smoking etc. This will mean that shortley I shall start hanging out with friends I don't see very often, people not on drugs, and friends I need back in my life.
I'm sticking well to not going out on the gay scene as much, it's pants in Sheffield and I'm not out to pull, not out to take drugs and can't socalise as much with people on drugs especially as it won't help me kick the habit. Hanging around with bitchy, 2 faced arrogant gossiping people is not my thing either. So over the next few weeks things will start to change, which is all good.
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