Tensions

Last night and this morning I felt there was a little tension, not a great amount, just a small amount of tension. Especially last night when a little argument broke out and I ended up just having to close the door on John, which I felt horrible about but I'd got company around and did not want to be having an argument at the door. I can understand why he was upset though about a blog post I made, which was not meant to have been seen in a bad way but I can see how it could have been so I did remove the post. I'm still not happy at the fact he started demanding a birthday present back that he bought me.

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I'm just trying to be myself and get on with things and would like us to still be able to talk without feeling uneasy and especially as we do still work together and he will be moving next door so therefore I'm sure we shall see each other quite often. Hopefully things will settle and get back to normal.

Last night I've had a friend Richard come over, not seen him for ages. He has recently broke up from his boyfriend and me from mine so we kinda just were there for each other. Actually he's more or less moved on now as it was a month ago where as I am just going through that now. It were nice to have him over, we just chatted for hours, never ended up watching the dvd because we had a lot to catch up on. I drank a little too much vodka so felt a little merry, but not drunk lol. Richard and I share a little history so I were expecting things to be uncomfortable but thankfully everything was good. Think we are going for a meal next week, gonna have to try and arrange it around everything else as I don't get paid till next Friday and I'm at my friends on Friday and meant to be in Manchester on Saturday so I could do the meal Sunday but that will depend how one is feeling lol.