Tonight it's Climax night with Russel. I've actually had a really good night tonight and stayed till the end at 3am even though I have work tomorrow. Lots of dancing, drinking and more dancing that kept me entertained for most of the night. Climax was rather rammed as well, especially as all the students are now back. No one to catch my eye mind.
Matt was out tonight as well but he said hello to me and hello only, he made no attempt to spend any time with us tonight, which has been pretty much the same all week as you will have noticed if you read back the past week. He obviously preferred to be out with the people he were out with, but not to worry as events of the night around Matt and situations in his life helped me finalise and make my decision today (Saturday) that I've been pondering on and I'm afraid I was honest with him and told him "Good Luck" so pretty much a goodbye which in all honesty is a big shame but, for me enough was simply enough I'm a grown adult in life who needs people around who can deal with life and situations and don't have the time or the energy to take on other people's problems and issues, so as another door closes another one opens as I now attempt to re build a broken friendship of 3 years with Patrick, though after what has happened he has been making a massive effort so I'm willing to attempt to rebuild things back up again and see what happens. Woop Woop Cooey
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