Friends

Today after work I had a couple of drinks with Katy, it was a laugh for the time we were there and hopefully I will be at Climax with her tomorrow, if not then I may decide not to go out at all. I had been asked all day today if I wanted to do something with Matt but been busy at work as I tend to be it was somewhat difficult to think if anything what to do but none the less once I had finished work I contacted him to say let's do something.

He said ok but then said no, so fair enough I was out anyway but then he text saying he was gonna get ready and come and then again he text and said no. Hmmm, one pet hate that I have for people are actually people who cancel, reminds me of another friend I recently had. Anyhow that only then got me thinking about where these true friends are in my life and if they are true friends at all. I already made one decision to remove a friend from my circle for various reasons but not something I wanted todo and I can easily do it again if I feel it's required, but on the otherhand they can move from close best friends to just a friend.

I mean after all arn't "Best friends" so to speak meant to see each other often and do things together. I've not seen him all week and the one time he asks to go out he then changes his mind on. So once again I'm re thinking over my friends and where they are placed in my life, close friend or just a friend. I do only tend to keep a small circle of close friends, makes my life less complicated but unfortunatly there is only room for so many "close" friends and with Patrick and stuff back on my mind there are decisions to be made.

What my choices and decisions will be is yet to be seen!!!