I've still stuff to think about to decide where people are in my life and what place they take if any. I do hate having to make these kinds of decisions but I guess they have to be made. I were at Russels today partially working as was Matt but I simply was just not in the mood and eventually went home, with things still playing on my mind I sometimes find it hard to think on things especially when there are people around me chatting away.
The difficulty I have at the moment is that fact that it's not just one person having implications on my life and I've things on my mind that I need to sort and fast so it maybe a case for a few days at least just cutting contact with certain people and having a few nights in alone whilst I ponder on things and decide the big question of Just what do I do next?
Failing friendships, lies and a guilty conscious are just not my thing
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