Friday night was NG1 night in Nottingham with Matt and Russel, really good night
Anyway I'm sure followers especially will notice the last month has lacked greatly the mentioning of Patrick, what I did call a best friend and a very close friend who I'm sad to say is not someone I really count as a best friend or close friend at this moment in time, it appears to have fizzled away to hardly anything, I'm sure there is some friendship still there or something to be salvaged but I'm just not sure as maybe it has now gone too far but I do know for sure that this happening has nothing to do with anything on my side as I've done nothing but try and try and Russel has been the witness to me forever trying. For over a month he has lacked getting in contact, made arrangements to come out and either cancelled or just forgot about, had his phone turned off a lot and then and has made no attempt to come out when I've asked him on the various occasions. Along with that the texting to each other from 50 texts a day dropped to 1 or 2 a day with some days no texting and calling has become non existent. It's a real shame that a 3 year good close friendship has come down to this and though I feel rather down about it all and now Patrick has said sorry etc etc I don't know if what has happened can be undone
The last month or so has seen some massive changes in my life especially with work, no smoking and my circle of friends, the nights out I'm having etc and are all a sure sign that Wyatt has returned back to his life as of 5 years ago so I guess one will now have to see how things pan out but I do know that there are things currently happening in my life, they could be big changes arriving but I will of course update on this when I'm ready and when the time is right.
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