Saturday, 18 April 2009

Growing Old Gracefully


Friday night antics of going for a night out with Andy, and off down to Dempsey's. I need a good dance it feels like it has been so long since I last went out clubbing seems I've been on detox time. The night was good, I got to dance and do the "Womanizer" haha, did not get that drunk though which I guess is a good thing seems I am getting old now (feel it)


Patrick joined us in Dempsey's for a bit as well adding some adventure to the night with his Jade Goody comments to random people, none who understood what he meant, clearly not Jade Goody followers, though of course she sadly died last month but she was someone who made us laugh, bless her and R.I.P Jade Goody.


The night moved onto Xes, bah what a poor night in here and we left after about half an hour, that not before speaking to the one and only Tia Anna who is due to appear on Britain's Got Talent on Sat 18th April, why I have just promoted this fact I have no idea, she/it/he is just another gay person giving gays a bad name, where is the talent in this? but if you want to know what I mean you will have to watch her or youtube her and you will see. Mind I got my question out the way which was, Did you get through? and her/he/it's reply was not quite. There is no not quite about it, it's either a yes or a no, fortunately Simon Cowell and crew got it right with a NO.


When home chilling out with Andy, Peter and Patrick that old age of conversation began about getting older, now whilst most would say 25 (me) is a nice age and been honest I do enjoy been in my 20s be this 20 or 29 I don't think I mind, however when I reach 30 in 5 years time the change in number alone might hit me. I have began to notice how I am looking older and comparing pictures of now to just a few months ago I can see big changes as I see before my eyes the inevitable aging process taking it's toll, if I look back even further then wow I have lost the baby face and now have a mature face. Others tell me that I'm seeing things but I know my face lol and it's getting older and seems to be speeding up now. I think I have been very fortunate to have kept my looks as they are reaching mid 25 especially as I see some people younger than me who look older than me, which is quite scary and I see people my age who again look a lot older so in some respect I should be happy but I'm at that age now where career is important to me, calming my lifestyle down, having a pension, an Isa and all the stuff you do when you put your priorities in order, but I think at the same time it's things like a pension that ages you to some degree and a lot of people sway away from getting one because you some what associate a pension to been old.


I'll compare at 30 and see the difference then hey, but I do feel my age sometimes especially when my energy feels low, like now for example feeling exhausted sat on the sofa at 12.30pm updating my blog when it's lovely weather outside. Rant over!!!


Chow for now

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